HakuNa MaTatA~

● please wait @ Monday, May 25, 2009 ●

Jim:

I love you more than yesterday but much less than tomorrow..

Hello!! jump jump here! wohhoo~ :P gona update abitbit

i look smart?? heheeh :p

Jumper's new pets: 牛奶 and 布丁

牛奶is gong gong's and 布丁is mine!

look whos studying?! !#$%^&>.<

That day went to Ikea with Gonggong jumpjump xing and mark :P

also went to leisure park's cold storage to buy alot of food home to cook tgt! :p hee

Happy Mother's Day!

Suddenly tommy grow so tall le! >.<

3 of our hands

Flower and cake all the way from USA from Susy and Yeni (:

hai.. miss mama so much.. :( i think mama must be feeling reli sad..

i noe tt feeling too.. being alone...

on my birthdays, chiristmas, chinese new year, parent meeting session.. for all the occasions,

my mama couldnt be here, and all i could do is to look at other ppl to have their love ones around them.. sometimes i wish, i yearn for..

even if is argument.. even if is scolding.. i also want.. i also want mama to live with me..

i think she must feel the same way.. in the cold cold winter, walking on the street alone.. look at how other mothers and daughters celebrating.. she must be tearing.. :(

Think about she has to celebrate this big day of hers all alone by herself.. :'(

i feel i have failed to be a daughter..

The thought of her sitting infront of the TV and watching this funny loving show...

when she turns her head so the seat beside, wanting to say: 寶貝！你看。。

i am not there,

noone is there to hear and listen to her share.

:'(

對不起

i promise.. i will bring you here... really soon... i will.. wait for me...

i miss you...

wake up in the middle of the night, thinking you would be beside...

IM HAPPY WITH YOU!

● emotions @ Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ●

For Bitch and fuckers:

Try to listen to my heart beat.

You’ll not be able to see into the heart of mine

so grateful because people are so blind

I will shout my grief in the crowd

I will speak the anger out so loud

I could share all of my nightmares

nowhere round

Cause Silent Anger would destroy all around

And then you’ll listen to my heart beat sound

But it will be so late to fight my fears

It will be so late to wipe my tears

Cause pain created a beast out of child

Sorrow had made me so wild

Try to listen to my heart beat.

For myself:

Possessing wisdom

Result of hard work

Gaining trust

Asking forgiveness

Waiting

Enduring pain

Sacrifice

True friendship

Moving on

Fatigue

Guidance

Strength

Hope

Faith

Growing wise

Responsibility

Love

it takes time

For him:

Who knows where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say,
But if you let me love you
I'm sure to love you all the way.

- From the song "All The Way" -
(by Frank Sinatra)

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

For Friends:

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

- Brittani Kokko -

I believe in angels,

The kind that heaven sends,

I am surrounded by angels,

But I call them friends.

- Aizabel Parinas -

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

Among life's precious jewels,
Genuine and rare,
The one that we call friendship
Has worth beyond compare.

Many people will walk in
and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.

- Eleanor Roosevelt -

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true.

A friend is someone who walks in
when the whole world has walked out.

My favorite:

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -

i feel like drawing again...

IM HAPPY WITH YOU!

● night cycling @ Sunday, May 3, 2009 ●

My surprise from gonggong~ new Bike >.<

After all these years.. almost a decade.. Mark made one whole big round.. then he got back to this girl name Liu Xing 劉星, also from tkp.. previously also in the same CCA as all of us..

haha ten years ago they were friends.. ten years later they suddenly got attracted. ?? hahaha

Mark

Tom

xing

jim

Some last min cannot come >.<>

Hungry le~~~ >.<

Looking for yummyyummy~~

see.. the mouse also hungry >.<

instant noodle become super tasty when i am really hungry >.<

Mark's bike is down...

Gonggong trying to fix it

gongong: "Mark, cannot ah your bike, no cure already. let's dumb it into the river then go get another bike."

Mark:" ?! "

the rest:"hahahahah"

Mark trying to murder the brothers.. in the middle of the night.. in the middle of the road -_-

Another record 8pm-8am

John ask: we spin bottle to decide direction.. what if the bottle points to the sea? do we go indonesia? ahahha"

We went into this construction area..we need to carry our bike up 4 level of stairs.. it was so dark and dusty.. cant really see the surrounding..but it wasn't scary.. until we heard barking! there was this dog bark so fierce!!!! then everyone was so calm?? i dunoe why.. still carry the bike slowly up the stairs, my heart was pumping so fast le la!! hehehe then after awhile i phew.. cause guess the dog was locked?? then i ask them you if they weren't scared?? ahhaha all of them break out into laughter and said they were actually freaking scared la! ahahah all just act cool only :P anyway.. when we finaly got up, this is the scene ((:

exercise is good!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA MIN~!

PJS

最近的我好懦落，好沮喪。

我也不想這樣吖。。

從前的活潑跟陽光都失色了。。

一直告訴自己

就算跌倒也要豪邁的笑。。。

。

就算跌倒也要豪迈地笑。

IM HAPPY WITH YOU!

● really love the song "cry" by kelly clarkson @ Sunday, April 26, 2009 ●

~Thinking of you~

You said move on

where do i go?

i guess the second best

is all i will know

Cause when i am with him

i am thinking of you

Thinking of you

what would you do if you were the one

who were spending the night

oh i wish i was looking into your eyes

He kissed my lips

i taste your mouth

he pulled me in

i was disgusted with myself

~Cry~

If anyone asks

i'll tell them we both just moved on

When people stare

i'll pretend that i don't hear them talk

Whenever i see you

i swallow my pride and bite my tongue

pretend i'm okay with it all

act like there's nothing wrong

is it over yet?

can i open my eyes

is this as hard as it get

is this how is feels like to

really cry

cry

If anyone asks

i'll tell them we just grew apart.

yeah what do i care

if they believe me or not

whatever i feel

your memory is breaking my heart

i'll pretend i am okay with it all

act like there's nothing wrong

is it over yet?

can i open my eyes

is this as hard as it get

is this what it feels like to

really cry

cry

I'm talking in circus

i am lying

they know it

why won't this just stop for awhile

is it over yet?

can i open my eyes

is this as hard as it get

is this what it feels like to

really cry

cry

IM HAPPY WITH YOU!

● i hate bee/wasp @ Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ●

4 years ago i went to this old sch place that nobody suppose to enter with a group of friends, wanted to explore the place and watch the sunset from the roof top. the place was all filled with dust, spider web and grass that grow all the way to your waist, no one was there.. blablabla we happily climbed up to the roof top and had our drinks there. chill chat and yeah watch the sunset... and then one of us, happen to walk to the other end of the roof top and i dunoe wat he did, he end up breaking through the roof and half body was hanging in the air. While i was trying to slowly reach out to his hand hoping to pull him up. a swam of bee/wasp shoot up from the bottom came attacking me!!! because i was the nearest and tallest then!! we were all screaming and running around trying to escape. like mad. the pain was too much tt i jumped down from the 4th floor to the 3rd floor hoping to escape. my body and hand was all bloody... yeah.. straight away all of us rush to the nearest clinic. 10 stinks.. total 10! wth seriously. the doctor remove the stink one by one! 2 from my head, 4 from my hand, and 4 from my back. my friend who fell through the roof and accidently broke the bee hive had 4 stinks.. and the other 2 had nothing at all.. and one more girl had one stink. all the injection and all.. seriously bad experience... never gonna forget.. from then i have phobia with bee/wasp.

and today,

i did nothing, i just happened to take a taxi going for my dental appointment suppose to put my braces~ and how bad luck i can be? there is one wasp/bee in the cab. yes.. and it stunk me. -_-

once again.. i was in pain.. and sent to the nearest A&E TTS hospital..i cried like mad again. after all the check up, i was sent for observations for 4 hours... incase the effect come later. i tot, i dun think there wil be any effect? cause my body should be more or less immune to it? or isit my body immune system got worse now? i dunoe..

i reli hate that kind of pain! i wish i can invent a gaseous nuclear bomb that would only react to insects like this! bomb all the bee/wasp and cockroaches! hate them to core man!

while i was under observation in the hospital, cause i took like about 15 pills of medicines?? i think so.? was so unstable couldnt count at all. but yeah.. all those pills cause drowsiness, i was like half consciuos lying down while jim went to get some water for me.and this familiar face came to me, the taxi driver. he is damn kind. but damn funny. he actualy went to catch the bee/wasp which stunk me and put it in a plastic bag. and he made a police report about it. and he kept apologising... i was reli thankful... but.. the moment when he show me the bee/wasp again.. my mind was like.. screaming... dun want tt thing come near me at all... it was stil moving!!!! wth. but i was too weak to do tt.. all i said was thank you.. i am much better... hai...

SJQ 9 T and SJH 9 R

really love rainbow...

i used to love sunny days when i am outdoors doing sports..

now a days i realised

i love raining days when i am home.. resting on my bed reading and listening to music..i feel kind of relief when i see the rain pouring outside my window..

i used to love summer, always cant wait for summer to come so i get my holiday.

but now i prefer winter. really love it. the cold cold win blow on my face... make my face cold cold.. and then when my love one warm my cold cold face with his warm warm hand.. the feeling is so nice~~~ >.<>

i miss Taiwan's 4 seasons~~

Me and gongong made some plans for this this year...~ i went back to TW in march.. to HK in april.. this coming sat we are calling our old friends out for a midnite cycling :P cause we found some jungle trail in singapore! ehhehe just had our bics maintained~ all ready for the nite! hopfully.. no bee/wasp..... -_-

and in May... 8-10 we are driving up to malaysia~ hee to have 3 couples dates.. and also to celebrate birthday~ ((:

later in May around 17-31 going to the states NYC to visit our lovely sus and yen and bUBBLE! hehehe also to attend their graduation!

in aug, will be my 21st birthday >.<

sept will be gonggong's birthday~!

also one secret event! ahahah i must remember to attend!!!

oct marks the end of our 8th anniversary and the new beginging of our 9th anniversary!

in the later year or in the next holiday, we are planning to have a bag pack travel to TW , HK, JApan, Philipines in one month :P with our old frens as well~ ((: full of events!! love this year!

幸福是什麼？幸福其實是可以很簡單的。

溫暖我的手心，足以溫暖我的心~

IM HAPPY WITH YOU!